I AM a man. A depraved, sick, corrupt, and hateful person. I AM human; full of sickening thoughts and desires. A boy; desperate to be called a man. But to his own standards, will never be one. Because the ultimate man is the One who offered his life for his people. Went up on that day, was broken, and thought of his people. He offered his life to bring hope; so that someday his people will believe in him and have new life.

I AM a needy person. I need His guidance because I AM worthless on my own. I know that whatever my corrupt, human desires seek after; It is worthless if it is not done for The Lord. I don’t fear that I won’t succeed, I fear that I will succeed at the wrong thing. God has called me for Him. The last thing I desire is to stumble off his plan and his will.

I AM a follower; not a leader. For when he calls me, I will follow. For when he guides my steps, I will put my best foot forward.

I AM a server. When I see something that has potential, I put my hardest effort into it because I believe that it has the ability to become great and do something great in this world.

I AM a quiet person. The loudest bang doesn’t always cause the biggest damage. I AM humble and will not boast about my strengths. But when the time comes for me to use those strengths, I will use them without fear. I AM confident that I am chosen to do great things.. And that is exactly what I am going to do with the help of God.

I AM a revolutionary. I desire that this world be changed. I have been called to be a world changer and that’s what I’m going to do. But not without hard work, sweat, blisters, and tears. For though I AM corrupt and ill; I have hope. Even though I fall, I get back up again. Even when I struggle, I know it is all for a purpose. As for me I put my hope in God.

I AM a visionary. I seek greatness. No matter what is in front of me, I AM striving for better. For even when something is great, God has plans for greater.

I AM CUTTER CANNON.

“Who are you?”

Because everyday I fight. Against the world and the opposition. Who sit here and say, “He has something missing.”

But it’s not a hole that you can fill, or a gap that can be replaced. Because my Lord and Savior, Jesus, filled that hole with his grace.

I know whatever I do, He’s got my back.
Trying so hard to stay on His track

I know it gets hard, I just gotta keep fighting.
Because I know that you, God, will always be a blessing.

No matter how far I stray, I know you still want me.
I just hold out my hand, and you pick me up in a heartbeat.

I know I struggle, God, but my motives are pure.
I need you God, I want to be sincere.

I want to honor you and lead a life that is honorable.
Not a worldly life where my flesh isn’t controllable.

I’m desperate for your touch and your refreshment.
Fill me up Lord with your spirit and contentment.

I want to stay humble and hunger for your tutorial.
I know what you have in store for me is so much more than a memorial.

Not for me Lord, but for what you have done. Through me and what you have allowed me to become.

I want to touch the needy and fill them with your love.
Because God I know that there is no one else above.

God use me and work through me.
I can’t do this on my own, fix me, heal me, completely.

I want you to be the focus and the center of my life.
For when I wander from you, I become full of anger and strife.

Without you, everything is worthless
Because of you, my life is full of purpose.

I want to follow your will and your plan.
I know it will be tough, but I know I will withstand.

I love you Lord with all of my heart
I know that we will never grow apart.

Thank you for what you have done and what you will do.
Please forgive me for my actions that offend you.

*My sole ambitions are for your Glory.
*Not myself, but the creator of my Story

But whatever I am now, it is all because God poured out his special favor on me—and not without results.
For I have worked harder than any of the other apostles; yet it was not I but God who was working through me by his grace.
So it makes no difference whether I preach or they preach, for we all preach the same message you have already believed.
So, my dear brothers and sisters, be strong and immovable. Always work enthusiastically for the Lord, for you know that nothing you do for the Lord is ever useless. (1 Corinthians 15:10, 11, 33, 34, 58 NLT)

Where I am now is because of God. The fact that I am blessed by so many things, people, and the situations I am placed in.
And also, where I am going to be is because of God- wherever that is. But wherever i am going, I am safe and have God’s special favor poured out on my life. - Where I am now and where I’m going is for HIS glory, solely following HIS will. For I know that it is blessed by HIM.

Paul calls himself one of the hardest working apostles- Life for God isnt easy - He worked his a** off completing Gods will, changing the world.. Yet it wasn’t him doing the work it was God working through him. “Always work enthusiastically for the Lord, for you know that nothing you do for the Lord is ever useless.”

It doesn’t matter who God speaks through or does his special work through- it’s the fact that the same message is being preached through them.
Paul was a freaking mass murderer, crucifying believers before he started following Jesus. He was probably the past person you would think to be preaching the Gospel.

Sometimes I always think about myself and how I want God to work through my life and use ME, but I don’t use that same passionate prayer for the person sitting NEXT to me. It doesn’t matter who the message goes through, it’s the same message- i need stop being so self centered for God in my life, there’s other people and other messages that God speaks through that arn’t meant for me.
-My Story isn’t his/her Story.God chose a certain will for me to live out for his glorification.
Stop trying to steal The Hunger Games and incorporate it into Harry Potter..It doesn’t work.

We take risks everyday. Board airplanes. Drive cars. Ride the bus. And yet we act like it’s nothing.
Your putting your life on the line and yet the person next to you doesn’t know the love of Jesus Christ.

We are not going to be here forever. You never know when your going to leave this Earth. Are you following your assignment right now? Or are you just waiting till “tomorrow”?
Truth is. We aren’t guaranteed tomorrow. So why wait until the next day to share the LOVE of Jesus Christ the our neighbor? For all we know, tomorrow they could die and spend an eternity in Hell.. Harsh. But True.

“How do you know what your life will be like tomorrow? Your life is like the morning fog—it’s here a little while, then it’s gone. (James 4:14)

The light is shining outside the cabin window of the plane, desperately trying to come in.. unless you open up the shade, everyone in the cabin will never be able to see the light.
Why keep the light concealed?!

“You are the light of the world—like a city on a hilltop that cannot be hidden. No one lights a lamp and then puts it under a basket. Instead, a lamp is placed on a stand, where it gives light to everyone in the house. (Matthew 5:14, 15 NLT)

Your a tool. Your Gods tool. We gotta be the ones to step out let the light shine on people. God will work through you, don’t worry.
You’ll embarrass yourself.
So what? What do you have to lose? Your already looked upon as crazy because your a Jesus person.
*Im not going to sit here like I’m an expert and have it all together. Believe me. Sometimes I can’t even muster up the drive to desperately seek out the ones that are SPIRITUALLY DIEING in our world. It is fricking unbelievable how much I think of myself, when in turn I should be thinking about others *
We are all going to live forever. It just depends on where that Eternity is spent.

We have no reason to be afraid. God has our back.

We take risks everyday.
We give unsernountable trust and faith to unknown, sometimes unseen, people to keep us safe.
We can’t even give full faith to a God that is perfect and all-powerful —-
Yet we give more faith to a human being, who has the possibility of screwing up, anytime, all the time.
God is faultless. He doesn’t screw up. So why arent we giving more faith to him?
Cause you can’t see him?
You can’t see the pilot flying the plane. But he is.
God is the same way. He is flying your plane.
Taking off: Cruising you above the clouds. Seeing his wonderful creation, learning new things about him and sharing those discoveries with the ones sitting next to you on the same flight.
Then landing: ready to aboard another plane, with new sights, and new people around you * SEASONS *

Sometimes he even shows up. He opens that cock-pit door, and you get to see a glimpse of him.

Trust God with all your might.
He is the only reliable one. He has a plan and a purpose for your life. You are going to get through your struggles today.

Have faith. Love others. Never give up. Share your Story. All for His Glory.